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Jooo....... Art is possible in many languages... :)
	Ledo ir Sniego Karalyste APSIMIEGOJUSI... Prabudusi issiverciau is siltos lovos ir nenoromis prisiverciau pazvelgti pro aprasojusi langa. Akimirkai uzsimerkiau apakinta staigaus sviesos gusio, taciau atsimerkusi dar karta taip ir likau stoveti be zado. APAKUSI... Mano akys zvelge i karalyste ledo ir snaigiu, mazu nykstuku sokinejanciu pusnyse ir snieguoliu besileidzianciu zemen kartu su sniego kamuoliukais, varvekliu styranciu is po stogu ir saltuko suspaudziancio nosyte kiekviena karta vos prilietus ja stikla... APMIRUSI... Nieko nelaukusi pasokau nuo lango, vos spejusi nutverti ilga megzta salika ir viena is poros pirstine pasileidau laiptais dundedama zemyn, i kiema, i ledo ir snaigiu karalyste, pas nykstukus ir snieguoles, isbegau pasinerti i balta sniega ir susikauti su saltuku... PADUKUSI... Apimta euforijos puoliau i puku patala, taciau nepajauciau salcio. Apsidairiusi aplink pamaciau jog snieguoles taip ir dingsta danguje dar nepasiekusios zemes savo mazomis baltomis kojytemis, o nykstukai begdami kalneliu taip niekada ir nepribega manes... NESUSIPRATUSI... Uzsimerkiau ir vel atsimerkiau, o kur mano ledo ir snaigiu karalyste??? Kur nykstukai ir snieguoles kurios dar pries akimirka soko mano akyse viliodamos iseiti pazaisti ir vel pasijusti maza mergaite, vel padukti sniege ir susalti nosi. NULIUDUSI... Pripuolu prie lango, tikedamasi dar karteli zvilgteleti i ledo ir snaigu karalyste. Tikedamasi isvysti varveklius po stogais linksmai svytincius sauleje ir nykstukus vis dar begiojant mano kieme, sokinejancius nuo pusnu ir merkiancius aki dailioms snieguolems... Deja... ISTIRPUSI...
	Sinchronizing Kiss I take your hand and put it on my lips, so gently... I wanna be kissed fast but promtly... The lack of air constricting my neck... Your kiss taking me to a roaring shipwreck. Paralyzing waiting and evaporating patience, All the breaking of the invulnerable morals, their violations... Trembling heart and compression in my chest, howling coming out, I wanna be kissed, the kiss that woud make me inebriate and shout! My shaking hand touching your face, Not leaving any evidence, not a single trace. Fingers trying to open the tranquility, To deracinate the silence between us, not in my ability... Your hand now running through my hair, Annihilating my intense despair... Your rough cheek touching mine, And here comes your kiss, making me feel so heavenly divine...
	Nesuprasta Kazkas nerealaus... Sukandusi dantis tyliu, bet ar ilgam? Nemanau... Mirksedamos akys tarsi valytuvai zeria asaras zemyn, vercia jas neklausyti mano balso ir tiesiog upeliu isvaro lauk is akies zemyn skruostu, per asaras nieko nematau. Tolumoje girdziu balsus taciau nenoras juos girdeti nugali viska ir galvoje stoja spengianti tyla, ka as darau? I rankove nubraukiu tas isdykeles asaras, ir papurtau galva noredama atsikratyti to ikiraus tylos garso kuris nesigaledamas bumsi galvoje sukeldamas keista ir iskreipta skausma, susmukau. Nejaugi tas triuksmas nieakada nesibaigs, taip ir palikdamas mane, verciama, sitoje klaikioje tyloje? NESUPRANTU... Nieko Nesuprantu!... Staiga pakylu ir kojos atsiplesia nuo zemes, sumosuoju rankomis bandydama konors nusitverti taciau viskas veltui, kildama pro sali matau medzius, kurie rodos dabar stovi lygus su manimi, ir man draugiskai ploja savo sakomis ir skambina lapais it varpeliais vejyje... Pagaunu ritma ir bandau atsipalaiduoti, juk dar niekam niekad negalejau pasirgiti kad SKRENDU...
	November Once we were happy, full of lust, Kisses were, when we met, a must. Our lips would lock together, Somehow I didn't want it to last forever... Every time you touched me I drew back, Like a cloud thrown by wind, a rack... Even though I liked it, wanted it... I hesitated... Hurting you as nobody else before did, Our love and freaky games finished. Forbid. Smashing your loving heart into the brick wall, I didn't help you to collect the pieces, I let them fall. I watched you suffer and go through pain, While I was happy and full of vain. But what you don't know is that I hurted too, I flirt with a guy and then just leave him, that's what I do. But you were different in many ways, I would try to solve this wicked riddle for many fucking days... My sleeples nights are filled with dreams, And every night a girl in my dream screams. I guess the little girl is me, a child, not yet as I am now... Every time I remember the dream it tastes bitter and I frown... I don't know what the heck I'm asking you; I guess the love you had for me was so good it didn't feel true. And there are still ways you make me want to go away, But there is something in you I cannot really say... You make me feel alive and pretty, And make me laugh when my mood is shitty. It's just so much about you I don't know, And yet I want for you and me side by side, to flow, to grow... You might wonder how can I ask you to forgive the unforgivable, I'll tell you how... Just think of times we had together, unforgetable...
	Amour I looked at you, Your perfect smile, The way you laughed and talked, I followed you, no matter where you walked... You seemed to be so happy, Among your perfect friends, It seemed that your smile was a path for me which never ends... I loved to dream of you, At night and day, I loved to think of you, from May to May.... Your pretty eyes and rosy lips Lived in my heart forever, I was about to tell you that but I thought that you'd say never... I saw you walking in the hallways, With your best friend, I know I'll love you always, My love will never end...
	Ruduo Kartu su lietaus laseliais leidziuosi ir supuosi vejyje, Draugai lapeliai sukasi ratu ir vienas po kito nusileidzia kelkrascio smelyje... Pliki medziai su styranciomis sakomis vienisi seselyje... Dar vienisesni ir pilkesni praeiviai nykioje rudens alejoje...
	Spalis 2003 Jausmas parodantis vaikino pranasuma, jos didesni nora nei jo, sudrebino ja, mergina kuri niekada nenusileisdavo ir medgavo buti virsuje visu daromu sprendimu jos gyvenime, dabar buvo pasiruosusi vaikino prasyti jog jis istartu tuos zodzius kuriuos anskciau buvo prates tarti be pauziu, negalvojant, bukus zodzius kurie jai buvo nusibode, taciau dabar buvo taip reikalingi kaip oras, ji suprato kad vistiek galu gale viska nugali noras... Ji liko jo glebyje, tamsa uzklupdama juos juokesi ir jos poelgio, jos zodziu, niekada neparodytu vaikinui jausmu, nes ji dabar kaip tik tai ir dare, tarsi maldavo jo atleisti ir sugristi, pamirsti... Ir jis atleido, sudauzyta sirdute prieme siluma ir artuma kuri jau buvo patyres su ja, prieme viska ruosdamasi naujam zygiui kuris atrode daug sudetingesnis ir malonesnis nei vienas turetas pries tai.... JIE vel pasibuciavo si karta labai giliai ir letai, viskas nuspresta...

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